living too late

as could be expected I'm up tonight with a bit of mild insomnia...having been to a trans clothes swap at British Heart Foundation charity shop - all were extremely helpful and supportive. I still feel a like a walrus in a china shop, but one has to think in small steps.
I have to call in sick for another week this moring and I am hoping i get an answer to this phone call but i guess i'll just have to see how it goes.
i saw MarkE today attempt a bit of flying so things are still hopeful. Their landing wasn't so great as they tried landing on a sedge that wouldn't support them
I know the feeling
Apologies for the animal lovers but i rememebered watching the gameskeeper in the rose garden at the Clan House I worked at, used these devices - horrific. Thankfully very easy to jam a fork into accidently 
Trigger warning for the video, you see nothing but it gives me the chills
Try this as an alternative