Take a deep breath

So: here’s some news. TSM has breast cancer.

We were told two weeks ago following a second mammogram and ultrasound that there was a problem, but only got the biopsy results today. It’s a small, non-aggressive but nonetheless cancerous growth and we have an appointment next week with the surgical team at the hospital to discuss treatment options, but surgery and radiotherapy are the most likely ways forward. Signs are that they’ve caught it early as a result of routine screening and we’re very positive about the outcome but this is a bit of a game changer in terms of future lifestyle, awareness and of course our priorities as a family. Other things become less important.

At least we know where we stand now, the last couple of weeks have been difficult waiting for a definitive diagnosis. Inevitably you speculate and worry, and that will be part of life going forward. But so will love, caring and optimism for the future.

I think it is a well-known fact that I love my wife very much. I will be with her every step of the way on this one. As for this journal, I will be using it (as ever) to celebrate our wonderful life together and will be taking no prisoners when it comes to bigging up the good stuff and telling bad news to Go Step On Lego. TSM was amazing when we were talking it through with the cancer specialist - in fact the only time she got upset was when the news popped up on her phone that Toni Morrison had died. One of her favourite authors. Says a lot about her.

The blip is the fish tank at our local breast cancer screening centre, which is very calming (and of course is intended to be).

L'Chaim!