Lists

“The only thing more important than your to-do list is your to-be list. The only thing more important than your to-be list is to be.” - Alan Cohen

When did I start living life as if it was only a chore?
I know it’s been years but I can’t recall it being an active decision.
I do remember making mental lists of things I need to do- big responsibilities and recurring tasks. And the lists grew. I remember being tired just thinking of what I needed to do.
And I know that I felt like I was in more control if I could check off more things on long lists of things.
Well, hitting the wall is one way to stop.
I haven’t made a list in months.
I am too busy dealing with today and avoiding tomorrow.

Never delay joy.