Big fish, little fish, cardboard box....

Got up early and realised little B has an upset tummy. Had to squeeze a bath in before we headed off for their induction morning. I am pretty sure my heart was beating as fast as it does when I run. I could feel the Adrenalin pulsating round my body and the what if......what if..... what would happen if.....going round and round my head.
We entered the house to be greeted by the biggest dog.....called Minnie. Both girls did a double take.
Headed straight out into the garden for sand and water play, meet the chickens and rabbits and then some swing and slide time. I left them for 30mins.......sobbed as I walked
Home- the weirdest feeling.
Came back and they had loved it. Home for a huge nap and to sort out toys out. This box was housing some from the failed house move so we emptied it. Sorted all the toys and they were no where to be seen.......because they were inside the box!!
Sat and had a huge chat with R about being down, pessimistic, a need to compromise....blah blah blah.