watching the fire

I have no idea what or why they are burning things in the park today,- it seems very dangerous when it is so dry, and I have no idea why the kids are watching or why I am drawn to watch them. Maybe the picture is just an expression of all the things I don't understand in this country. I have felt a bit like an alien recently, or rather feel treated as one, green and non-human, crash landed in another universe without being able to decode signs or language, without being able to communicate properly or being able to adjust or feel comfortable with my subordinate status as a woman. So, a lot of strange things keep happening around me, unexpected twists in interaction with the outer world. Maybe I should rather seek refugue in my own bubble for a while now.