christimas in a jar

its a bit late for this, but my non friend stopped through last weekend and gave me this treat. after about an hour of conversation i realized there's a lot more to our friendship than just the jokes. she's been a good friend in her own quiet way and i appreciate that.

i'm leaving for florida in the morning. jamie and company are picking me up at the airport and i'm hoping at the very least to get some good blips from the week. maybe just maybe i'll also have enough fun to forget about the past year, even if it is just for seven days. i'm slow dancing in that burning room all alone now and i found myself planning out what i'd say to ch if i got up the courage to call, and then i realized how angry it would make you and how much that wouldn't help anything. i can't make you see things my way anyways - you already apologized your way out of this.

i am so incredibly happy to be getting out of here for the week.