New beginnings

So it has been a long time since my last blip. Too kong indeed.

Since my last blip all those years ago, i have done a lot of growing up. Had downfalls, climbed back up again and started to extend beyond my comfort zone in areas i never though i would. 

So to quickly allow you to get back up to speed, i am now 25 years old, i lost my beloved Holly but gained the most wonderful golden retriever *featured above*, my gorgeous Belle who is 3 years old and is a bundle of joy and affection. I now live with my partner who i am building my life with. He is great, he has more faith in me than i have in myself and has helped me deal with a lot of difficult moments. 

Speaking of difficult moments, this year i decided as a resolution i was going to just let go. Let go of all the anger, the emotions and things i cant control. Basically following my favourite moto hakuna matata. 
This has allowed me to release some of my anger with my dads side of the family, who some of you may know have had no involvement with myself and my brothers since a year after losing our dad nearly 12 years ago now.  I can say however, that i have in the last few days reached out to my step mam and begun contact with her again, im also hoping to regularly start spending time together again soon and this has already lifted a weight off my shoulders. 

I am studying a BA honours in Primary Education whilst working full time now and i am hoping to make 2020 my best year yet!

Heres hoping x