Tired

I'm not a drama queen (in fact I work so hard to keep my life drama free) and I'm not a "snowflake". But I hold my hands up, I'm struggling. Today I had the first proper meltdown I've had in months. They are horrible and exhausting. And now I've pretty much shut myself down. Got loads I need to sort and I can't do any of it. Need to sleep but can't because I have so much shit churning in my head.

Norm has been ace, as always, but most of this stuff is out of my own control let alone his.

I'm turning comments off for a while. Everyone has been so lovely but I honestly can't deal with feeling I should respond and reciprocate to nice people and not being able to find the words to say it.