Relax

Easier said than done.... The basement of the Banff avenue brings a buzzing of heating and air conditioners that still fail to block out the ringing in my head. The basement is supposedly haunted as well, it gives me the willies down there. A shudder. I heard a lot of stories, but try to block them out as I do the sound. I was going to take a picture of Kristen when I meet her from work as that's always a good thing, but that would mean uploading a photo later and quite frankly I cant be bothered. I am going to go home and take some killer sleeping drugs the doctor gave me today and just pray that this sound in my head is quieter tomorrow. Its funny how you dont believe in god until you have no other option. Is that what it means? Something I ve never understood. If only Walter Bishop was real! We all have to go through total shite at some points in our lives so I m not feeling sorry for myself. Just looking for answers..