When the party's over

Life is very much a confusing mix between past and future at the moment. Living with my parents again is bizarre and the weight of previous back home periods are very present in my mind. I'm trying to reconcile my thoughts about this, trying to be productive and make positive changes to my life at the moment and not think two much futher than a day, a week at most about what the future holds. Are the dog days over? This is an Easter decoration from my friend's baby shower two years ago which I recycle every spring. Suddenly it feels far longer.