Nostalgic

Today was a hard day for me emotionally. It's one thing to be home with 2 new babies, but another to be home with 2 new babies during a global pandemic. Today I was feeling an overwhelming sense of loss- loss of the joyful time I imagined having a baby (or 2) would be like, loss of the ability to see my loved ones and introduce them to the babies, loss of the hobbies I once enjoyed, loss of how life was before the pandemic. I chose this picture of a puzzle I finished the other day because it reminds me of my childhood cats and home and it made me feel peaceful. Sending love to everyone during this unusual time.