today i received an email from the care home where mum is in Holland, telling me it would be better for her to go to a home for people with dementia....
she has no idea of day & night....gets up 3 times a night and get dressed and wander through the  building....

i know it’s better for her....but am really sad..... about losing my mum the person she was........the good thing about it is that the person who visits every week lives round the corner.....

again not used the day to start the tax.....i hate doing it........and keep postponing it...so i put it in the diary...next wednesday 

the bear is my latest project....