Is it a phase?

I have been cautious in the time of Covid19. Now I'm faced with August planning.

I have to decide if I'll join a small group charity cycle, staying overnight in accommodation where we've been assured government guidelines will be followed.

I have an uncomfortable relationship with luxury, and the accommodation is suitably modest. I want to support local small businesses. It's not that.

I've likely had 'the virus'. It's not that. Although we don't know yet if that makes it safe for ourselves or others.

I don't want to accidentally spread something I don't understand. It might be that.

I tend to overthink things, and it's a big step away from home-working and avoiding people. It's most likely that.