Me time

I think by 10 am this morning I could have run away . I'm quite open and honest about what we go through with Xander and his autism and I don't feel bad when I say that some day's are bloody hard . And it's hard for us all. I'm going to get Mr R to take Harp and Lincoln down to the park at the weekend and let them have some time to themselves. Even 20 minutes and then I'll join them with Xander and Carson.

I got the playdough out for harp and Lincoln and let them play for a while themselves before Xander joined in. I also had a little time and sketched.

The jedi has been on and off the whole day. His throat sounds sore . He's got antibiotics for the next two days.

So at the moment I am having a glass of wine while I cook dinner .