I dont like needing things. But today 

I needed the SUP after work. 
I needed the pint and banter with the maintenance boys.
I needed to send the ranty messages to people who'd laugh. 
I needed to put words and togetherness around the last few days with people who'd listen and sit in the silence. 

Most of all I needed this sunset. For the reminder that endings can be beautiful and that the dark dark night has light at both ends.