What lies beneath

If you could only see what's behind here. It would scar you for life.

Had a really bad night last night with very little sleep and a lot of pain. Feeling slightly better now that the pain meds have kicked in and am trying to drink and eat as much as I can.

The lack of sleep and pain is actually pretty difficult to deal with and I was a bit of a mess this morning. Thankfully Susie is looking after me and has taken the boys away to give me some peace and quiet. I'm going to try and save some meds to see me through the night in the hope it helps me sleep.

I'm hoping I've now reached the bottom.