Shot down

Getting back with Hyde makes me love her more but I can't cope with the pain of love anymore.

I had a fun night tho last night, lots of shots, strip snap (because I don't understand poker) blow up dolls, lambrini, the classical frosty jacks and the company of my fellow gay big "brothers" harry and josh who are married, moving to California pretty soon so they can adopt a beautiful 8 month old baby girl name lilly, their so perfect together and I've had history with both of them but it's like cute because we're still stupidly close and I first met them when I joined a kickboxing national team in Durham when I was 8 and they were 14 and 16