well - i have hinted that not has been well.  


(on our way to long afternoon with doctor and learned at end of it that it is not at this point congestive heart failure but atrial fibrillation  - i really have purposefully just not dwelled on this - and will persist in that.  so we decided no 911 hospital entry but wait to see cardiology and see if it can be fixed, not first time with this for him.  both tired, but honestly, the last two weeks have been so tender and full of love - has to be the essence of life, right? XXXXX to all of you)