Hospitals scare me

This is Mum, she's ok now and the doctor said she can come home on Monday after being in hospital for about a week.

Lst night, at about midnight, sitting in bed wide awake I realised a few things:

1) That everything happens for a reason. I already knew this but it was, yet again, proved to me last night. I had a bad night, and I was waiting for a text from Cassie, begining to get a bit upset and panicked and I felt really alone. Next minute my phonelights up, and I have a text.

It's not from Cassie, but from my brother who I haven't talked to in a while.
Of course I was creeped out at his timing - and, being a girl, I burst into tears.

I didn't care about the reason we had stopped talking, and I just missed my little brother, who always knew how to make me laugh. :)

He is the most amazing person in the whole world, and I just think he needs to realise how much he really means to me.

2) That there is someone watching out for me. I'm not going to go into a big rant about God or anything like that... I just believe that there is someone on my side and they are trying to help.

Number 2 is a bit weird, but it's just what I think.

"I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We?ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right"
-The Cab, Vegas Skies