Birthday prep

Today has been quite a full on day. I didn't sleep very much at all last night with my back. Fingers crossed tonight is better.

Thing's on the autism front have been quite hectic. This is normal on the day before anyone's birthday. He gets stressed about not knowing what's inside gift wrap , what the day will be like etc.

I cannot believe that this time last year I was in labour. And another awful one at that. Induced for the 4th time and very long. But out of something quite traumatic came my little Jedi. Carson Anakin Nathaniel Ross.

Tonight I am blowing up balloon's and putting up party banners. And although he's not going to see anyone , he will have cake . And who doesn't love cake . X