As days go, this wasn't the best. I just haven't been able to get into today! The girls have felt the same way I think, and have been very reluctant to do any schoolwork. I know there are many parents going through the same thing with children at the moment and this is what I remind myself. I think I am struggling more this lockdown than the others. It was always my dreaming that carried me through, holidays, moving to Europe, but now I can't move to Europe because of Brexit, and holidays, well with quarantining those aren't happening. I like to feel connected to the outside world, but lately I feel so trapped in my own country. A country I feel increasingly removed from. Mmm it's all bubbling away inside today.