No idea whats going on

Sinking deep into the comfort of the drugs whilst the family were visiting me, body brace fitted injuries from car hitting me on a roundabout were Broken LHS clavical, 3 LHS ribs, 5 RHS ribs, defrlated RHS lung, traumatic rupter of spleen, both shoulder blades broken and L8 verbrae cheese wedge fracture.
Pretty obvious just hanging on at this point but in a couple of weeks time recovery started to make progress seems a life time away unless I try to cough or laugh and pop a rib again