Ymddangosiad breuddwydiol

Ymddangosiad breuddwydiol ~ Dreamlike appearance

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Tuag hanner ffordd trwy'r enciliad heddiw roedd rhaid i mi seiclo dros y ddinas i Drelái i'r awdiolegydd, oherwydd doedd un o fy nghymhorthion clyw ddim yn gweithio. Roedd e'n rhywbeth gwahanol, i seiclo trwy'r traffig drwm a drewllyd am hanner awr, aros gyda'r awdiolegydd am chwarter awr, cyn seiclo adre trwy'r traffig ofnadwy eto. Pan ddechreuais i'r ail ran o'r enciliad, teimlodd y daith fel breuddwyd (neu hunllef efallai), roedd e'n mor wahanol i'r amser mewn myfyrdod. Wnes i wneud hynny mewn gwirionedd? Mewn Bwdhaeth dywedir fod bywyd fel breuddwyd neu ledrith. Roedd e'n teimlo fel 'na heddiw.

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About halfway through today's retreat I had to cycle across the city to Ely for the audiologist, because one of my hearing aids didn't work. It was something different, cycling through the heavy and smelly traffic for half an hour, staying with the audiologist for a quarter of an hour, before cycling back through the terrible traffic again. When I started the second part of the retreat, the trip felt like a dream (or maybe a nightmare), it was so different from the time in meditation. Did I actually do that? In Buddhism life is said to be like a dream or an illusion. It felt like that today.

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