after breakfast


(daughter thru Tom, Meigs and granddaughter thru Meigs, Jane - and i have not seen them in a very long time - Jane and her husband John were our last Zoom talk on the last day of Tom's life - so poignant)


(and then i went to first chamber performance - in an orchestra hall to keep people Covid calm and the sound actually filled the place which was amazing - I kept stroking the velvet of the seat on my right as though it were tom's corduroy panted knee - gads this feels endless)