Home Alone

The reason I’m back here is that I was just reading Umut’s blipfoto entries and I wanted to record at least a few words everyday to reread them and remember.

Two days ago we came back from Fethiye and Yamo & Umo stayed at my house. Next morning we had breakfast, gathered our stuff and went to Yamo’s house. Her mom is on vacation so we had the whole house to ourselves. Today when I woke up, breakfast was already prepared (thank you Yamo and Umo), we quickly ate and then went to Bizimtepe to meet up with Rano and GGO! (finally back from Amsterdam) For some reason I feel like she is always with me so I never feel like we are apart. We swam in the pool, ate lunch and had some drinks with it. My whole body is still itching and I have red spots everywhere because of the sun and I hate it. I hope it passes soon.

I feel weird? I guess that’s the most accurate word to describe my mood today. Ever since we landed in Istanbul, I feel much different than I did in Fethiye. I hope it’s the alcohol or the “all inclusive” meals that I’m missing because I can’t handle anything more serious than that. Maybe it’s the red spots and the itching that’s bothering me but I don’t think that’s the only problem. I don’t want to do anything and I am sleepy all the time which does not help. Sounds a lot like depression but I don’t think that’s it either. I think I’ll just wait for it to pass.

All 5 of us will stay over at Yamo’s tonight which is pretty nice. I probably would’ve enjoyed it much more if my body wasn’t on fire.