Oh How I Miss You

Through all I'm going through[again]this is one of the people who would have been my rock
Also Ray my brother and my Dad none of them are with me anymore 
So I talk to them but still feel alone
This week I go to see the cardiologist so lets see what that brings
I'm not sleeping with the heat and its affecting my breathing so i think thats helping towards me feeling down....
Lets get through this week and see what the outcome is
Thanks for being there Blip land I feel I have your support and it helps xxx