astudyinscarlet

By astudyinscarlet

blip?

blip in blipping: took a few pix on sat that didn't come out. didn't take anything yesterday. *shrugs*
blip in workload: unexpectedly sensible copyflow today, hurrah.
blip in the weather: definitely summery today, but who knows for tomorrow?
blip in the blip: i didn't spot that (teeny) bird in the frame til i downloaded, the one thing to interfere with the cloud shot. but i rather like it.

and a blip elsewhere in life...

<part of it is my (semi-depressed) state of mind and the stuff that goes with that; i sense that you don't know how to deal with it - so know that saying 'i don't know what to say but have a hug' is never going to go down wrong. part of it is being squeezed into five-minute chats here and there when i need time to organise my thoughts and articulate them and explain the bits that need explained, and time to prise out of you what's really going on in your head and have you really talk to me. part of it, quite bluntly, is insecurity at losing what i have of you and being anxious not to do anything to screw things up, which somehow always turns into me making a royal arse of things instead...>

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