Depressing

To wake up to a cocktail of drugs every day
The rest of them are lined up on the side as my first wave gets started at 7.30 am
I am grateful to have survived it just takes some getting used to as i was fed up with all the drugs pre heart attack and now i have 4 more
As the day goes on it don't worry me so much
Its just the first thing i do when i wake up and i feel low any way
I will come to terms with it...my life in the last 5 years has been far more difficult than this
Rant over all my lovely Blip buddies 
Sorry