Enjoyed two trips to the yard today but no one rode. Mike cleared nearly a weeks worth of poo from the fields bless him! Jack went on the weighbridge and has lost a few kg's since September which is really good. I wanted to get some nice photos for a Christmas present idea and today was the deadline for Christmas delivery so no pressure! I took several hundred but this was the favourite. A few others as extras. 

I'm so impatient to be healed! Feeling pretty uncomfortable today and it's scary not knowing what's going on in there!! It's coming up to a year since I was diagnosed, but it feels longer and just really cruel because it feels like I have to go backwards in terms of myy recovery before I can go forward. Sometimes it just feels never ending and overwhelming :0(