D day disaster :(

So today was supposed to be a big day for me and sadly its all gone pear shaped and currently writing this from hospital 2 hrs from home feeling very frustrated and fed up :( I was diagnosed with early onset Parkinson’s disease 7 years ago in my late 40s and since then I can’t go anywhere without taking my little pill box with me to keep ‘Mr P’ at bay. I take a concoction of tablets to relieve the symptoms. Mr P is a progressive disease with no cure and over the past 7 years my list of medication increases. While the medication helps it also causes side effects wch can be as bad as Mr P. In my case it’s dyskensia ( uncontrollably jerky movements of my limbs , head etc - exhausting but great for weight loss !!