Christian's Birthday.

Today Christian would've been 40.  I can't imagine him at that age, as he will always be 28.

As time goes on, the milestones seem to get harder.

I know people say remember the good times, but sometimes remembering hurts too much.

But I remember the day he was born, 4 weeks early, he took us by surprise.

He was a lovely baby, a delightful child, a young man with a wicked sense of humour.

I just wish he'd had more time.

Still breaks my heart that he's not here.

Happy Birthday Christian, I love you to the moon and back xxx