Sad Day.

Up untill now, I have sent letters to my kids at the address I left from in 2005.

Having had NO response to anything I sent, I decided to send this letter to my daughter, Eleanor with a message " If undelivered, return to........ "

And Lo.... it was returned to..... ME.

So now, I don't even know where my children live.

I love my 3 children.

I really want to know what is happening with them.

All I have is a brick wall.

I don't think I was a crap Dad.

I know I could have been a better Dad.

I could help them more than I could before.

I wasn't the worst Dad in the world.

Why do they treat me as though I was?

Will I ever see them again?

Will it ever be resolved?

I am Happy.

I hope that Jamie, Ruaridh and Eleanor are happy too.

I hope that Susanne ( my first wife ) is happier now too.
I can't imagine that she is less happy without me.

JimH.