Magnolia

A grim wet day so a crap emergency blip of my favourite magnolia, taken from my car as I drove past. S spent some time with Nana today so that I could get a few hours of work done.

I had a terrible night sleep last night, waking up what felt like every hour. I have suffered from night terrors since I was a teenager, I wake up and see/hear grim scenarios that I’m convinced are real. I’ll get up, turn lights on, go ‘check’ things (sometimes outside) and generally walk about talking and panicking until I realise I’m dreaming. In my day to day life I’m quite level headed and don’t get super stressed about things that easily….but sometimes my subconscious goes haywire.