Fingers crossed

My hubby died suddenly last year whilst we were here in Mallorca.

Thanks to my Blip friends who have supported me through the last 6 months, albeit through other means ...
You know who you are and bless you!

How do I feel?

Struggling to come to terms with him not being with me anymore, the shit, that definitely hit the fan that day, how to "cope" alone without my soul mate of 37 years. The very dark days and even darker nights, the lack of being able to sleep anymore, the fear of trying to "move on" without him.

He went for a cycle ride and never came back to me!

The positives

.... he knew nothing of his death! He felt no pain!

That's ALL I can be grateful for ....