Driving home - again

Relatively relaxed day except for Jennie's constant worry about Adam and covid. He had noticed his thumb nail looked 'funny' so asked her to google which she did. He fell asleep and she went into panic mode as 'SEEK HELP IMMEDIATELY if .... Blue lips, face or fingernails' so she had convinced herself that his nails were blue. They weren't but tbf the thumb nail did look a bit 'funny'. Anyway after tons of whatsapping each other and various other people it was agreed I'd drive over with the oxygen sats monitor I'd bought ages ago - just in case - but without him knowing as he'd go into a melt down if it was thought he wasn't getting enough oxygen. So off I trolled to Ashford - again - and this blip was on the way home. I suddenly felt at peace. The sky was beautiful, and as I could smell cow outside I opened the window is take big sniffs of cow manure. Sometimes it smells wonderful. you probably have to be in the right mindset lol. 
Came home with a full on gratitude burst for life.