Only partly prepared...

Eldest son going in for a gastrostomy (feed peg in his stomach) on Wednesday. To say I'm scared is an understatement. It's taken two years of hospital stays and illness to come to this decision and I'm not 100% yet! So this is the last time I'll see the horse until at least Saturday as she'll be on full livery for the duration. We'll be in for two to three days. Was going to ride but thought it was a risk too far. Anything go wrong this morning and I'd have been on overload!