Cracked

Why are you coming so fast.

I'm terrified for my art deadlines, I physically might weep and cry forever. My AS deadline is a week tomorrow and there is no chance that's happening. I just want to cry. Like, why? All this for an A. Even if I don't hand it in and stick with my old mark I've got a B which is perfectly acceptible for anyone. But nooooo, I had to have an A because I've never had one before and just to say for once I was better than some of the people in this world gives me much joy.

I need this, I need to prove it to my self.


I'm feeling a bit cracked and I need to fill it in with knowledge and hilarity but it's becoming very hard and I might crumble.


Happy Blipping.