Squaring the circle

Believe myself to be officially out of the darkest days. Seems to be more of a state, and actual change in my emotional make-up, not just the pendulum swinging.

I have legitimate complaints about how things are done at 151. The system they hold is most definitely incomplete. Indeed, completion is an arbitrary and subjective concept, and we're not in this game for concepts, but my recent experiences prove that where the rubber hits the road there needs to be more support. I prefer support when it's tradition flavoured.

The crisis taught me how to be alone - to accept myself in the quiet and the dark. It's important to add that I would not have made it through without additional practices coming from Cali. What I'm given here is not enough to keep me on track, so I'm following the call that I hear.

One terrific result of accepting that I need the combination of 151 & SAM in Cali is that I can go back to loving my time at 151. I will do the work where I am.
Played in this club, once, when I still wanted to be a rock star
Perhaps you were bored by the stories and didn't get to the song