Wednesday

I was up early and couldn't be still, I was due my last visit from the hospital and it was  a  joint visit with my OT. I was nervous. 
I cleaned and pottered and then the phone rang. The hospital couldn't make it as short staffed. They were going to get feedback from OT as to whether she felt she could take me back on. The visit was hard as I feel like I am in the same position as I was when I was referred to the hospital. 
I don't know what she will have said to the hospital, I just have to wait to be told at some point in the coming days, I hope. 

She gave me a prescription for the next month and it sent me in a panic. I can't have that many meds in the house. I walked and walked then stopped at the chemist and they are able to change them to weekly like my other ones. 

Still feeling agitated and emotional and I don't think I will be in the house too long, I feel another walk coming on.