The Middle

EDIT - our gecko egg has hatched so I have changed the photo! This is WAY more exciting and interesting than a shadow from my cardigan (when it finally changes the photo, anyway)!

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

This song of me through the last two hours of my shift last night. Not on repeat, mind, but the lyrics just kept reminding me that it'll be alright. Kind of.

We've done bugger all today, it's been lovely. Asda was manic, there were too many idiots who've no idea how their indicators work and we were tired so decided to stay in - there'll be plenty of other nice days to visit somewhere!

Been looking at property porn on Zoopla - oh god. If only we had the money. So here's a question for you all - is it better for us to rent and save for a deposit on a house or flat or save for that first and be stuck at Nick's parents for another couple of years? (That option may not be the option his parents would go for!)