Proverbs 17:17

"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for a time of adversity"

I've really been missing my brother lately. This July will be the 5 year anniversary of his passing.
I don't know how to handle the weird onslaught of emotion I've been feeling the last few days so I've definitely withdrawn myself socially.
Thank god for the beach.
Also, I've never been religious, and I somewhat denounced my christian upbringing after Brendan died, but lately I've been feeling very spiritual.
I don't know man, I just don't know.