Working BIG

Started the day with a mammogram! It was all over and done with so quickly and efficiently. I love the people who work in our NHS. So kind and compassionate. All was well which was great because it wasn't a routine screening appointment.

Home to art class and only five minutes late. I'm finding it very hard to like much of what I'm creating lately because I find myself constantly wishing I was as x, y or z as all the other people in the class. I'm finding it extremely difficult to identify my own strengths and to know when it would benefit me to be more x, y or z, if only to experiment. I think the amount of information and imagery I'm taking in is too much...for me anyway. If I had a stronger sense of what my practice is and what journey I want to go on, it might help. I might try writing what I'm feeling tomorrow. That sometimes helps me identify what's going on in my mind and how to keep going forward.