I'm happy.
Which is weird considering I spent all night in fear, as I was not able to get hold of mr Greene for love nor money.. My mind ran away with me, I was scared. So I cycled up to his house this morning with a mind to shout at him, but as soon as I saw him, my heart melted and all I wanted to do was cuddle him. We then went to Bristol lido for a coffee before going out for a cycle ride which was great. I've missed him so much and it's scary how all-rounded, complete and... Truly happy I feel when around him. Nothing is bad or scary or sad or worrying when I'm with him.