Change.

This has been going on for months. Serious repairs have been completed, painting almost done and now they are doing the outside tiling. 
This was the mess I woke up to this morning. I can tolerate the heaps of rubble etc, but dumping grot into vases is just too much, so I had a bit of a diplomatic moan when they turned up today..

On a personal level things have been very traumatic over the last few weeks. I am satisfied with the way I handled it. Unlike damaged buildings, some situations/people/nutters cannot be fixed. 
I have done my best, it didn't work, and I'm in the process of letting go of profound attachments. 
I have been tempted to send the venmous, invidious, not genetically connected to me person to hell, but she is probably there already. 
Too bad. Sorry I cannot be more specific. I can only say that as a consequence of a family argument that had nothing to do with me, two of my grandchildren have cut me off and as I told the older one, I do not chase after people who don't want me. 
He didn't read it, so he doesn't know and if and when he does, too much damage will have been done.
There goes impermanence again.....no clinging, no pain.....