Boy, Maine, Utah, Caretina, and Willow did make my life better today. 

My beloved Farina – I fixed a date with the vet for Monday. 
The vet assured me it is the right decision at the right time point, and I think so, too. 
Anyhow, there are people who seem to think that it is too early for her to go and make me feel like I am a murderer, and this is making the hardest decision of my life even harder.