The latest book

I need light and cheerful reads at the moment. I can feel myself heading back to a dark place and I don’t want that. Things must be bad because my aunt has been asking me to make a Dr appointment. That’s a first!

I’ve been home alone today and it’s not been the best thing for me. The teenager is spending the night with her dad. Normally I wouldn’t mind but tomorrow is her birthday and it’s the first time ever I won’t have been with her when she wakes up. This is without a doubt the worst part of our split.

That’s been taking it’s toll on me lately. Four years in and I’m still not over it. I’m still not ready to move on and still in love. I promised the rest of my life and I’m struggling to let go of that part. I know I could never go back there. He literally broke me and I’m a better person without him in my life.

Hoping to actually manage to sleep tonight. It’s been so hot lately that I’ve not been very successful at the sleep thing. I’ve had chamomile tea, a banana and no caffeine today so I’m optimistic. Plus it’s rained so it’s cooler!