I would if I could..

But for the time being I can't until S fully recovers from his current health issues.
I am still totally cut off from three of my g.kids. 
There is nothing to be done except wait. In the mean time there is acceptance. Of course I do wonder how they are and hope they are ok. The youngest has begun middle school and I don't even know where. The eldest has begun University and that is also a mystery. The middle one, again, no rugby news, no hearing him play the oboe, never, ever seen his girlfriend. No lunch or pizza together, nada. Whatsapp blocked too.
Now I have to stop before it reaches my eyeballs and I lose control.
So far I am doing quite well as long as I stay away from the photos.
I  realise that it could be worse. They are actually healthy and enjoying their lives, so what is a big deal for me is probably a minor issue to them.
I hope you blippers are well and forgive me for being a misery.