I'm Hiding...

Message from our lovely elderly neighbours across the road Audrey and Jim (who was recently diagnosed with Prostate cancer and had a biopsy done and went back to the hospital today for the results)...
Not good news - cancer is aggressive. Having a PET scan next month to see if it's spread. Then decision about radiation or surgery.

As you can imagine I cried and cried - hence yet again I'm withdrawn... I hid from everyone behind my pot garden or in my retreat room working on a jigsaw puzzle...

I might venture out tomorrow or maybe not...

Life really does suck right now... First Nicole's mum terminal, now not good news for Jim... It makes me question my own situation...