To sleep, to dream

I've been waiting for this moment for all my life.

I think I've been filled with anxiety about boards since I began my masters year at UNTHSC. And now, in this moment, they are over. I can go to sleep. I can go to sleep and not have the feeling of dread hanging over me that at some point in the near future I will have to take my board exams.

I get test anxiety. I am not a strong standardized test taker. I am praying that I passed. I am praying that if I did not get the score that I wanted, that it will not keep me from getting into the residency I want to get into. That is my prayer. And more so that all the knowledge that I've gained is not for myself but that I may use it for the glory of God. In everything that I do, I want it to be for the good of the people that I serve because I am serving in God's name. And never for my own glory. That is all.

Good night.