Comfort Food

My comfort meal. I’ve had the worst day ever today! I’m not actually even sure I have the courage to write what’s happened on here because it’s truly mortified me and been the biggest wake up call I could have ever had about needing to get myself together.

Basically, had a boiler service last week. The company have said my home is unsafe and they won’t come back if it’s in the state it is in, and they’ve reported me to social services for child neglect. I now await the visit from a social worker. Her dad will love that!

I’m devastated. It is bad but it’s getting better here. I would NEVER do anything to harm my daughter. She is literally the reason I get up everyday!

But I have had the wake up call. I am going to get my act together for her. This house will be clean by the end of this week, decluttered by the end of this month and I’ll go round doing a room at a time over the course of this year to redecorate it and make it pretty again. I used to be so house proud! Time to get there again.

Off to drown my sorrows now! Not alcoholic, but I am having a very strong, sweet cup of tea with some chocolate biscuits!